I've been dancing on the tops of buildings.
My Beautiful Rescue
I’ve been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall
Ignoring sound advice
And any thought of consequence
-This Providence
I’m feeling pretty damned irritated now.
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Watched New Moon today, so disappointing and the ending was so shitty abrupt I wanted to throw my drink at the screen if I hadn’t finished it. The only redeeming point was.. oh idk. Jasper’s constipated face, or the backdrop?
Anyway, besides the movie. I’m extremely irritable these few days for reasons unknown to even me. So if I happen to say anything horrible, or mean, just tell me. Or just yknow, not talk to me at all if I was really terrible.
Actually I do have a few reasons why I’m super annoyed. It’s not funny, yknow, when I tell you sth and you treat it like a joke, or better yet, think that I’m some psychotic lunatic just saying things for fun. I’m not the most sociable person, but I know what I’m saying and I actually mean what I say.
Also, don’t you ever think that just because we’ve been friends for a damned shit long time that you know everything abt me okay. I know ppl for only 3 years or so, and they definitely know me better than you do so just shut up and listen nxt time when I talk, and don’t assume that you know what I’m trying to say.
And no, I do not appreciate it when I’m trying to tell you sth, but you keep changing the fucking topic. Worse still, you’re turning it around and trying to push the blame on me. HAHAH. Worked before, but it’s not going to work now you asshole. When I tell you to stop lying, I actually mean it. I know I lie sometimes and that makes me a hypocrite, but I don’t like being lied to and I don’t lie unless I absolutely have to. I’m not a fucking 10 year old anymore, so stop acting like I am.
If you don’t like what I have to say about things, don’t listen or just stop talking to me. And don’t you tell me not to swear when you do it every time you jerk. You don’t even know when I’m feeling annoyed or what, so I’m telling you now in case you haven’t noticed. Oh and when you’re doing stuff, there’s really no need to brag about it, yknow. I’m not capable of doing what you can, so I actually find it awesome that you can do it but there’s really a limit to how much I can hear you going on and on abt it, or how much other ppl sucks. Thanks alot.
Sometimes I may be really blunt and tell you things the way they are, but it’s cause you tell me to. Don’t ask me to tell you sth and you can’t take it. It’s a waste of my time and yours. Then when I tell you what I really feel, you get all pitiful and start saying the bad things about yourself then I’ll be the one who has to tell you the world is alright and everything’s fine with you. Well guess what? It’s fucking not alright. You and your bullshit can take a one-way ticket straight to the trash bin and I’ll even put the lid on.
And after you pass your shit to me, don’t even talk to me abt my friends when you don’t even know them. Even if you do, there’s no need to fabricate lies about stuff they didn’t do. I really don’t appreciate you ratting about my friends. I may not be close to some of them, but it still makes my blood boil when you talk about them like they’re scumbags. Just because I tell you some stuff abt them, there’s no need to take it from there and say bad things about them. They’re still my friends.
For the record, you’re not my only friend. I still have my sch friends and others. I’m sick of you assuming I’m going out with —- when I’m out with other people. At first it was funny, but now it’s getting annoying. We’re not kids anymore, alright. I’ll grow up when you do.
Asshole.
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Let’s do the movie marathon soon, guys. I’m sick of staying home all day :/
